Sunday, April 19, 2009

So it's Sunday and it is beautiful

Tulips are one of my favorite flowers. I think that part of the reason I love them is that each time they poke their heads up I know Spring is really here. My sister, Bonne loves tulips as well. She talks to me all of the time about the flowers. I buy them for her when I see some. Some day when she owns her own home she is going to have the most incredible gardens. She likes nothing more than to spend the day in the yard. I used to do that too. Now I see my yard when I'm coming into the house or going outside. I see the birds, the deers and wild animals. Nothing special planted. I plant a few new things each year, the deers eat it. They are happy and fat. This country life is not for the botanical loving part of me. I do have new flowers in the kitchen garden window.

I had kind of a bad day and acted poorly. I get really upset when things aren't done all the way. You know what I mean, half assed? You all know what I mean. Ask the kids to put the Momma dogs outside to go potty. THAT ALWAYS means, fresh food and water while they run around outside. Lazy daughter does the bare minimum. I remember being a kid, so It's not like I'm feining that I was super responsible but I was. We took care of old people my entire growing up years. I had my own man. You know, being 13 meant I had to help bathe the old people. Yep, didn't think a thing about it. Anywho, I had my own man I was responsible for. His name was... OMG what was his name. Well let's just call him the naked man. Why naked man? Cuz he spent any free moment he had getting naked. It was indeed my job to make sure he stayed dressed even if that meant 100 times a day and sometimes it felt like that. I could never get mad or angry. This man and the others were paying our bills. I knew to be kind, nice and most of all patient. You know while I was living it my life was hell if you just looked at it from the outside. I was happy. I had a good childhood really. Lots of responsibility.
All my life experiences make me who I am today. Good and bad. Had kind of a sad day on the 17th of April. That is my Mom's "death day". This is the first year in 22 years we haven't all called each other and cried. Talked etc. We just said our own little prayers and took the day on for whatever it called for. We are getting very excited for Chase and Mory's visit home. Everyone who reads this (all 8 of you) pray really, really hard that they decide to move here sooner rather than later. I could use a new friend. A person should try to be friends with a lot of people. I'm no different than you except dogs make me who I am now. I have babies, babies, babies and I love babies. I love to see Mom's expression when they see the fruits of their labor. Kind of how a human mother looks at her new baby. Luckily we usually just have one at a time tho.

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