Bust a cap in his knee and move along little pervert.

Left to right. Cody, my son, Kenny my nephew (Kim's son) and then Colton my son. My own version of the Jonas brothers only cuter and so much smarter.


Well it is nearly midnight here. I'm not one bit tired. Sitting around all day relaxing is easy work. I'm actually relaxing. There are half hours that go by without my incessant need to be keeping my hands busy. I have Piper here with me in Portland again. It is nice to bring a snuggle buddy. Makes not having 1o dogs on me while away more bearable. Christine drove all the way to OC to drive me to Mike's eye appt. Kyle met us at the eye center and we had a small entourage in attendance. My kids seem to be doing well in my absence. I would think they would miss me but alas not so. Guess they are growing up and need me less and less.





The anti depressants are working can you tell? Hardly any tears and I am looking forward to waking up each day. (Maybe not the part where my little sister, Bonne phones me every single morning and then asks after she has called me 5 times within a minute if she woke me up? LOL) I cried a few tears today when I was thinking about how important it is to me to have my kids and Kim's kids stick close to each other as a family and as "Our" family. Kim is not here to do that so I feel it is somehow on me. If I die and my kids and Kim's kids don't stay in touch and make the effort to love one another I will have felt like my life was in vain. When my Mom died we all didn't speak for 11 years. The worst 11 years of my life. We were still connected by some unusual connection though. I want so much better for our kids.

Love is such an easy thing to take for granted.

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People suck sometimes. I was looking for a childhood friend and ended up in all the drama and my friend is dead. Life does suck.

Aren't you glad I'm really not in the Mafia? Bust a cap? I crack myself up. How do I get out of this mess? I want less drama and more loving. I tried to think of what advice my Dad would give me. That's where I came up with bust a cap. I wonder if I could ever really do it.

Just couldn't resist this one.

I think this is funny.

Thought for this morning...

Calling an illegal alien an 'undocumented immigrant' is like calling a drug dealer an 'unlicensed pharmacist'






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Happy Stinkin' New Years!!

I had a really great night. I mean it. A fantastic evening. We had a party and it was genuinely fun. We all sang, played "Settler's of Catan" and ate great food. Everyone stayed until after 1:00.
I haven't laughed in months and my blogs have been so dreary. It felt so great to have my soul lifted tonight I pledge this year to myself to open my heart and let go of some grief. I can't keep going without looking ahead. Good things are to be for me and the kids this year. I'm praying that Colton and Cody get admitted to the graduate schools that they really want to go to.
My kitchen is clean, dishes are all done and all messes are clean. Now our next party is tomorrow. Rose Bowl party. I'm not about sports except to listen and kind of watch just enough to feign interest. Ducks are huge in the family. Duck eveything. My puppies should have pictures on sweatshirts and t shirts cuz they are cuter than the duck. Lol.




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